Showing posts with label Ignoring life. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Ignoring life. Show all posts

Wednesday, September 16, 2009

I'd rather feel the pain all too familiar

Long days are gay.
I don't think I shall go into too much detail, because I'm sick of listening to myself whinge.
bet you kids are glad to hear that :P

basically, I'm sick of spending life dreading school, dreading work, dreading this, that or the other.
I'm over being over stuff.

I want my enjoyment back...

I want to snap out of it, but at the same time I don't want to.
Cos if I do, then I have to face the wave of stress and things undone that is just waiting for me to properly admit it's there...

oh dear...