We sing 'God be the Solution', and about healing broken hearts, breaking chains and though I believe that a faith community has the power and potential to do that, and I certainly believe it of God, these days I believe it less and less of the church. As the days roll by, I do my best, but I cannot overrun this restless dissatisfaction.
If it wasn't for the fact that I am determined to make a change, I think I would just leave. If it weren't for the the people, I would just leave.
Can the church ever do what we promise to? can religion ever actually work?
am I doomed to spend my entire life pouring myself into something I don't entirely believe in? Trying desperately to make it work?
will it ever?
