I can't decide if I want to be Peter Pan.
I don't want to get old, I really don't.
But also, I'm gonna have a massive party when I turn 20, just to say
'YES! I SURVIVED BEING A TEENAGER! HALLELUJAH ITS OVER!!!!'
But I'm not sure how that night would turn out, if I'd be happy or sad to be out of this silly little state of being, this muddled-up-finding-our-feet-in-the-big-scary-world-and-the-big-scary-truth-of-who-we-really-are. I really can't decide...
Peter Pan had it easy, he didn't have a choice and he got to stay as a boy, not a teen.
The Shade In The Night
4 weeks ago