Friday, June 26, 2009

dreaming of the dolphin song

its like forgetting [butnot] the words to your favourite song
you can't believe it
you were always singing along
it was so easy [butnot] and the words so sweet [butnot]
you can't remember
try to feel the beat

bluelipsblueveins

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Friday, June 19, 2009

I am out on my own moving in shadow

I am searching
I am found
I am exhausted
I am lost
I am hearing my name in empty corridors
I am summer rain running wasted down the window
I am afraid
I am answering the phone with the wrong persons name
I am a centurion blogger but I haven't actually said anything
I am a friend
I am an enemy
I am screaming your name down a hung up phone line
I am the factory reject
I am silent believe it or not
I am a Mona Lisa smile
I am having nightmares
I am needy
I am loud
I am paranoid
I am irritable
I am the complaining customer
I am the bitching register bitch
I am an MP3 player running flat
I am

Tuesday, June 9, 2009

there's a hater in every lover

They sit together, she has her head in her hands,
he is helpless.
She doesn't know if she can do it anymore,
doesn't know if she can hold on any longer.
Then suddenly, it hits him.
Before she knows whats going on,
he's on one knee and she is saying
'yes!'
Overflowing with tears of joy and sadness blended together,
they embrace.
Gently disentangling herself from him, she asks
'why, why right now?'
He replies 'I guess...I just... I just realised that I would do anything to make you happy.
And I'll always want to make you happy.
I guess I just realised that
I want to spend the rest of my life doing it...
making you smile'


toldyouiwoulddidnti

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Tuesday, June 2, 2009

You and I must fight for our lives

my angel my darling and so on, somehow we get by my dearest, through stress and heartache and all that. Oh but why are you so dressed up my precious? as if for your own funeral, or exam day! But of course my darling, I have always loved you as my brother and so on. Dreams you say, my angel. But of course, the constant themes of war and fear and so on, as always, as always, my angel my dear. Honoured Franco Fascivic, however did you manage it? Did you dream to, Fasco Francovic. I mean, Franco Honouric, I mean, I'm terribly flustered and all that. Yours? The Oxen minds are ours! But of course I'm deeply superficial and all that, and the orange ones are simply divine, my angel, my dear and so on and all that. But doublethink of course, my comrade my dear and all that. You must believe and not believe, forget and remember at a moments notice, lie and believe it as truth, lie to yourself and believe it, then lie about the lie and so on. And as I write, perfectly civilised people are flying overhead trying to kill me and so on. It's a heart isn't it my darling? Beating away making all that noise and pain and so on. So much hassle my angel, I don't bother with it anymore. Simply freedom and liberty and all that for all and so on, after all, if liberty means anything at all, it means the right to tell people what they do not want to hear and all that. Oh but I'm babbling my dear, rambling and so on.
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