Before I type out something I wrote on the train last night, a few messages.
To samaritan: yes I know your list pwns mine, I like them heaps better than mine anyway lol.
To car crash hearts: Yeah I probably will write songs and call them that, theyll most likely be irrelevant.
and finally to the knower of all: get a hobby, seriously.
Strange to spend 15 minutes totally engrossed in another world that you know is not real, to step out into another world that also doesn't seem real.
Strange to feel as though you know a person you've never met better than yourself.
strange to be suprised by your reflection every time.
Strange to be a stranger in your own mind.
Strange to see two versions of yourself and know that one is true and the other easy.
Strange to try and choose which side of you you'd like to win.
Strange to actually feel totally disconnected from both of you.
Strange to be looking at both of them and choosing which mask fits the best
Strange to know that neither is the absolute truth, but knowing you dont know the way to
absolute truth, only how it feels when you find it.
Just something random...
The Dark At The End Of Everything
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