I've got a regular summer tan

I'm in a funny mood.

I don't really want to go to work, but purely because lazing around at home is preferable.

Mmmm...piano.

I really feel like practicing, and I just happen to be in music, however I don't have my sheet music and I can only remember about 8 beats of nocturne and raindrop put together.

But I am so muchly looking forward to my solo actually. Cos one of my pieces I've been playing for about 7 months now and I've been able to play it straight through for 5 of those, so I'm pretty confident I can do a damn good job of it.

The only problem will be if I'm not at a high enough level for year twelve...

-sigh-

so complicated...

<3glitter

sweet like a chic a cherry cola

a silent 'get screwed' just got directed at my to do list.
i had a whole schedule written out and everything.
i think once i got to 'maths homework' it was doomed.

-sigh-
i need to get out of this house.
pronto.

<3gliTter

can you remember the taste of strawberries?

When you feel all alone
And the world has turned it's back on you
Give me a moment please to tame your wild wild heart

I know you feel like the walls are closing in on you
It's hard to find relieve and people can be so cold
When darkness is upon your door and you feel like you can't take anymore

Let me be the one you call
If you jump I'll break your fall
Lift you up and fly away with you into the night
If you need to fall apart
I can mend a broken heart
If you need to crash then crash and burn
You're not alone

When you feel all alone
And a loyal friend is hard to find
You're caught in a one way street
With the monsters in your head

When hopes and dreams are far away and
You feel like you can't face they day

Because there has always been heartache and pain
And when it's over you'll breathe again
You'll breath again

When you feel all alone
And the world has turned its back on you
Give me a moment please
To tame your wild wild heart

Let me be the one you call

Come on, Mr. Frodo. I can't carry it for you... but I can carry you!


I nearly cried when he said that...

<3glitter

samwise gamgee you're my hero

until one of us makes the other one come true

easter camp.

amazing
moving
exciting
fun
sleepless
sugary
musical
friendly
caffiene heavy
kitchen fairy inhabited

hard to blog about...

all the words i had escaped

she's gone....
part of me didn't want her to come at all.
Didn't want the hassle, the constant explanations, trying to find small enough simple enough words for her to understand what we're talking about.
Having to be doing things all the time, to show her this city that I love so much...

But now...

now all of me wishes she didn't have to leave.

She is such a beautiful person, such a great sense of humor and a beautiful smile.
And great english too.

<3glitter

imissyoualreadyandyouractuallystillhere

i find it more than a little interesting that we are sitting here in the library pouring out our brains, leaking the bits of our hearts we're sick of carrying onto the world wide web. dripping it away with tap-tap-tap of a keyboard.
drip-drip-drip
get it out, get it rid of, as much as you can so you don't have to carry it.
But sometimes you just spill it on yourself, or others spill it on you, scalding hot pain.

here we are, pretending we've got a private place in a public space.
well, two public spaces actually.

and yet, its privacy enough.
because although everyone can hear the drip-drip-drip, tap-tap-tap...

no-one can see what the drips spell out, no-one can pour it back onto us until we let them

for you i bleed myself dry

i have decided on yellow.

yes, its very pathetic I know.

But its got to be yellow.

I went on a little adventure to decide what colour yellow.

I found a chart and picked one. Then I copied its code into google images.

I found this, a sample of it.

It came up second on the search results.

THE FIRST AND THIRD ONES WERE PORN!!

oh

my

god.

MY EYES!!!!!!!!!!!!

WHY OH WHY?!?!?!

I JUST WANTED SOME PRETTY COLOURS....

-cries in corner-

<3glitter

thefallingleavesdriftbymywindow

quand les feuilles d'automne démarrent pour tomber

It could all wash away in an instant
It could all wash away in an instant
It could all wash away tomorrow or today
So don’t run too far into the distance

And I don’t know what I’ll do when everything’s gone
And I don’t know where I’ll stand so I can feel strong
And I don’t know who I’ll be when everything feels empty
I don’t know who I’ll be ’cause nothing last for long

And it could all wash away in an instant
It could all wash away in an stant
It could all wash away tomorrow or today
So don’t run too far into the distance
Don’t run too far into the distance

blueberries in the fridge

lifes a tragedy
lifes a drama
lifes a comedy

at my expense.

lifes a soapie

but damn its a beautiful stage